Praying for a layoff

I work for a supplier for GM. I've been on layoff and they started bring people back this week. More than likely I will start back next week but if I don't I will have time and money to go visit Becky for a week. So lets all pray for a continued layoff.

Love you and miss you Becky, here's hoping I get to see you next week.

JP

Becky's nursing home

This makes me sad. This is where Becky is. It's a nice place and she has a window by her bed. The last time I visited she told me she was at peace with everything.



There are a massive amount of stairs at the memorial. It's near Becky's home and she use to walk these stairs trying to loose weight on her butt. That's funny because Becky has always been tall and thin.

Becky not doing so great

Hello all,

I got an email from Becky's mother, she doesn't know how long Becky can hang in there, she not eating, and is down to nothing, but is still alert and can talk to them.

I heard a song from Black Eyed Peas that I thought I would share:

I can't go any further then this
I want you so badly, it's my biggest wish
I spent my time just thinking about you
Every single day I'm really missing you
And all those things we use to do
Hey girl, what's up, it use to be just me and you
I spent my time just thinking about you
Every single day, yes I'm really missing you
And all those things we use to do

Beautiful

Always thinking about her so I thought I would share some pictures I have of Becky. If you would like to share send it to me at yahoo, jjumpinjim and I will put some up.

Wish

I wish I may, I wish I might, have this wish I wish tonight...
Becky I wish for you every night!

Love ya,
JP

Here are the most recent cards I sent out 4 you guys.

Cards sent out

If you want to send something to Becky the address is:
Becky Luker
c/o Green Meadows
7770 Columbus Rd NE
Louisville, OH 44641

Here are pictures of some of the cards I sent out. I decided to send a card for each person. I see that I need to send some more and I'll post those pictures also.

JP

Send A Message

Hello all,

I am going to send Becky a card and I am going to add some of the things you guys have said. If you want to write something I can add it to the next card I send.

JP

Missing Becky

I went to see Becky over the Memorial Holiday and I'm already missing her again. We want to go see her over the 4th of July but my daughter has a cheerleading parade that weekend. We went and visited Becky twice over the Memorial Holiday. Both times she was having a hard time staying awake and it was a little hard understanding her. She is in a nursing home and Becky's mom said she wouldn't make it back home. The tumor is intertwined with her nerves which makes it pretty painful. The pain pump is helping her deal with the pain but is throwing off her days and nights. Becky always seemed to thrive at night anyways so it's no surprise that her body is awake at night and wants to sleep during the day. She seemed pretty skinny to me and her hair was growing back but that's all secondary, the goal is just to keep her comfortable at this time and happy.

Always thinking of you Becky
Love your best friend JP

Update from Becky's Mom

Well first of all please all keep praying, it is working, so far so good. We went to the Pain Management Office today. Dr. Feldman, who the last time he saw Becky she was in hospital bed fast and on bed pan unable to get out of bed, with her Oncologist who has written her off saying this was the end. Well he was smiling from ear to ear as we walk in and walked back to the rooms, he didn't say anything just kept shaking my hand, and explained the pump to Becky cause when they explained it to her last she was clear out of her mind on 16.3 Dialated per hour. She is now with the pump on 2.99 Miligrams per Day, that is a bigggg difference. They put this template on the pump the size of a hockey puck under the skin it shows where to insert needle they took out the old Dilated 5cc and put in the new 19cc. and we are to go back on June the 10th unless we need to up the dosage.

Well we got home, walking out of the office by the way, very slowly of course but still walking out, we drove through the city parks looked at the flowers and the geese we have 100,s of them and we had to stop twice well they crossed the road she was smiling at that.

We got home and she got out the pan to heat up some ham, greenbeans, and potatoe stew and ate 2 bowls of it and some fruit fresh strawberries and pineapple and laid on the couch to watch Judge Judy.

I know to anyone else these things would seem small but I know all of you would know what all of these little things mean.

Thanks so much for all the prayers, and keep praying.

Love to you All Dee (Beckys MOM)

Upcoming Birthday

March 2nd is Becky's Birthday. Happy Birthday Becky!

Luv ya,
JP